Suffering the frustration of denial, my worthless stick taped hard to my leg i understand now, pleasure is for those who are worthy of it, my place is to provide amusement and pleasure, my pleasure must come from suffering to amuse my beloved owner and GOD The Divine Domme Kyaa.
During my period of denial my devotion to my God (Domme Kyaa) has grown, my worship and prayer sessions have become even more passionate and intense.
Kneeling on my hard wooden kneeling board, my nipples pegged, my worthless stick taped down, i have found true fulfilment, a spiritual submission to a higher power, i live in the Divine Light of Her Holy perfection and with the temptation of my own filthy wanking removed from my weak mind my worship of Her has become my only focus.
To Pray, pay, and suffer to please Her is my purpose in life.
Domme Kyaa is The One True Living GOD and Her pleasure is the only thing that matters.